• 12:21 PM, Thursday, August 14, 2008
Skipped school todaycause i gotta take care of my sister?
lame shit, i know.
my brother's turn to skip school tomorrow.
i hope they're still in one piece when i return home.
laughs
why can't i have it now?!
there's nothing wrong with it.
i have it every other time in every month since i was 11.
why can't it be NOW?
let's go through the pros and cons shall we?
pros;
-i'll feel less uncomfortable
-i won't be so moody
-i won't have to be embarrassed if i -
-no 'preetty lady' will come after me
-i won't be feeling so disgusted all the time
-i won't have to complain
-i can do anything freely
cons;
-i'll be moody
-i'll feel really uncomfortable
-i won't have to be embarrassed cause - won't happen
-what if the 'preetty lady' comes after me?
-i will be feeling all gross the whole time there at ubin
-i will complain
-i can't do anything freely
see!
that just proves that i should have - now.
please please please god, let me have - before camp(:
no matter how we try to escape into our little world of perfectness, we always get pulled back by reality.
