• 10:16 AM, Friday, August 08, 2008
gawd !i need to eat.
I'm hungry.
something bad is gonna happen.
i don't know what is but I'm pretty sure it will happen.
school? life? church?
WHAT?
damn.
i feel so distant from god now.
i just don't have the i-really-wanna-go-to-church feeling anymore.
i wonder where it went.
and because it's gone, I've been cussing alot these few days.
like, a LOT.
camp,
happy? sad? excited? angry?
I'm not sure how i feel.
it's kinda weird yeah.
yesterday i was cussing about how guys are this,this,this and this.
and the next minute, i see the quite-hot-guy that i saw the other time
and we're like - him.
it's kinda weird actually.
I'm pretty much freaked out with myself then Raychel is with me.
it's like my emotions has a mind of its own.
i can be really pissed one moment and happy the next, then pissed again.
it's freaking the hell out of me.
but i can't seem to find out the source of this problem =/
was it the book that i was reading? was it - ? or was it simply cause i was tired?
all of that could be a possibility.
