• 6:12 PM, Wednesday, July 02, 2008
you're kinda right.having the gift of knowledge may not be a blessing.
sometimes knowing too much hurts.
and yes it hurts a lot.
but i think it's stupid to feel this way for someone.
first, you feel happy just at one look and then, sad the next cause you find out he likes someone else.
it's kinda hopeless don't you think?
even if that person does like you back.
the very most, 2 months together.
and then? back to your old life.
denise and nicholas are still together after a year.
haha, they might even get married some day.
that's kinda cool.
i was like a retard on monday.
haha, i was praying to god for the gift of sight.
but when i removed my scapular and when i was all alone in my room,
i started praying to him again, that he doesn't grant my wish.
i was too scared.
my room is just too eriee.
it was and still is.
i kinda miss those days.
when you were there beside me.
it's been so long but, .. forget it.
i'm kinda happy that they postponed the farewell night.
cause it ain't gonna be a nice ceremony to attend with your bast friend who isn't gonna pass out with you.
it've got lots to say about amanda wong but i've got no mood to type today.
maybe tomorrow.
haha she's damn retarded.
