• 6:21 PM, Sunday, July 13, 2008
Please don't take him away from me; at least not now.my phone rang loudly next to my ear at like 3 plus in the morning. it was my aunt from the states.
and she broke the news to us.
~ my grandfather has got stomach cancer.
like, i really really feel like crying my heart out. like literally.
what's life gonna be without him?
i really don't know what I'll do if he does ~
i'm really really sad.
and like, i don't understand why is there such evil people in the world.
like, your OWN family and you do such a thing?!
what the hell? i really don't understand.
why why why why why why why why why?
it really no fair. why do i have to have such a family?
why?!
and i feel like, damn guilty!
my grandfather is there,sick while i'm here feeling all happy talking to someone.
like, i still can enjoy myself even when i know my grandfather is like,yeah !
what kind of a person am i?
and what i did yesterday was like DAMN obvious.
and that's not good cause you're not suppose to know who i like; but i guess you do now.
so we went to compass point and got a dress.
met Amber and sat at Starbucks and like yeah, chilled.
we had a great! chat.
like 3 hours long?
haha and if Marie didn't say she needed to go to the loo, i bet both amber and i would be like controlling over there. hahaha
And Amber is like super funny.
haha
and now that i know her better, i think she's really nice.
(:
amber, will you go with me to Shaun Paul's gig next sat?
please?
haha.
wooo..
what should i get for you on your birthday?
shall i make muffins?
shall i buy dino chocolates?
shall i bake a cake?
or shall i just wrap myself up and give you it?
hahaha no luh, that was just a big big joke.
haha
also, i think i'm like the smartest kid.
i finally know how to go to st.
like wow.
haha.
had fun talking to you(:
i think i'm falling for you; i just hope i don't hurt myself.
hahaha. get it?
omg, i keep laughing at my own jokes like, wth. hahaha
