• 5:46 PM, Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i seriously feel like a loser..if only i could turn back time, i would have studied and not let that stupid, not worth it matter worry me.
this is the worst worst year for me.
how could something like this happen?
to be kaisu, i'm gonna studying all my first semester stuff during the june holidays since i don't think my parents would allow me to go anywhere after seeing my horrible terrible results.
who knows, i might not even be allowed to go for confi camp let alone the class chalet.
i had it enough with my brain.
i wanna get a new one!!
how the hell am i gonna get over it if everyday i dream of you?
and then now msg es?
this is bloody annoying.
i know what.
i should just like some random guy. (it might work)
although Dylan was the first on the list, i don't think i can do it.
i mean, think about it.
he might feel like a substitute (like how i did)
and no i do not have feelings for peter wong.
why the hell would you say that?
haha.
sigh..
i feel dumb and unwanted and FAT and dumb and... yeah
if only i had an older sibling then i can complain to him all day long.
or it could be a her?
but then again a him would be nicer(:
