• 8:20 PM, Saturday, September 06, 2008
i've decided to switch to wordpress.
yeap.
tinylittlebits.wordpress.com

cool huh.
• 1:15 AM, Monday, September 01, 2008
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours.

i've just finish watching 'A walk to remember'.
gosh the story is so beautiful.
it's so sad.
and, the first time i listened to the song cry by mandy moore,
i could feel the sadness.
it's so, .. sad?

the guy, who was the 'cool' kid in school, started falling for her,a girl who was kinda dorky but pretty, and he graudually changed for the better. and he married her. after the wedding, they spent their last summer together and that was it. the songs are so, i don't know how to decribe it. you could actually feel the pain, and the love. and yeah, wonderfully beautiful.

only hope
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
And laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yoursI pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Cry
I'll Always Remember
It Was Late Afternoon
It Lasted Forever
And Ended Too Soon
You Were All By Yourself
Staring Up At A Dark Gray Sky
I Was Changed

In Places No One Would Find
All Your Feelings So Deep Inside Deep Inside
It Was Then That I Realized
That Forever Was In Your Eyes
The Moment I Saw You Cry

The Moment That I Saw You Cry

It Was Late In September
And I've Seen You Before And
You Were You Were Always The Cold One
But I Was Never That Sure
You Were All By Yourself
Staring At A Dark Gray Sky
I Was Changed

In Places No One Would Find
All Your Feelings So Deep Inside Deep Inside
It Was Then That I Realized
That Forever Was In Your Eyes
The Moment I Saw You Cry

I Wanted To Hold You
I Wanted To Make It Go Away
I Wanted To Know You
I Wanted To Make Your Everything All Right

I'll Always Remember
It Was Late Afternoon
In Places No One Would Find In Places

No One Would Find
All Your Feelings So Deep Inside Deep Inside
It Was Then That I Realized
That Forever Was In Your Eyes
The Moment I Saw You Cry
• 8:20 AM, Saturday, August 30, 2008
SURVIVOR TRAINING CAMP!



these pictures of hwee may and darryl were taken on the last day of camp.
they were suppose to entertain us until the buses came to pick us up.
we were singing, '' Cannibal king''
and some compassvale girl told us to get ''stuck'' at the ah-ru-mua-mua part.
haha. it was awesome.




these were taken at PU jetty



this, whilst on our way to PU.
in the boat



this, on the last day at PU jetty


second day in camp afer everyone tied plaits.


and this, on the last day of camp.


i guess i'm suppose to be at training,
but if i did go, i would return to a topsy turvy home with both my siblings still quarreling. ?
it's annoying that you sound like me.
yesterday's olympics run was AWESOME!
3 ENDURANCE GOT FIRST!
and we also won some citation thingy.
so we got like $30 plus voucher from popular.
cool.

after every round, people came back with lips so pale and legs like jelly?
hahah.
i know mine was.
i screamed and cheered like it was no one's business even though i felt faint and not to mention, HUNGRY!!
yeap,


you are my sunshine,
my only sunshine,
you make me happy when skies are gray.
you never know dear,
how much i love you.
please don't take my sunshine away.

gosh, end of years are like one month away.
i'm a nervous wreck!
i'm gonna study hard.
it's not gonna be like the last when i did it last minute.
when i tried to burn the midnight oil.
i think i was stupid to think that i could do it with a week of full practice.
nope, it's not possible. unless you don't mind failing.
this time it's gonna be different.
i'm gonna prove that i can study.
and that i CAN pass Amath!
i can do it; and i will!

"i settle things with my fist"
sorry,but if you think that is super cool then good luck to you.
it only turns certain people off.
i can't stand guys like that.

Miss Mary Rajadurai
-a very religious woman

dear lord, i pray that you will protect her and grant her the strength and courage she needs.
most of her family members have past away due to some sickness.
now, her mom. i pray that You will watch over her and be by her side through this difficult time.
i ask all of this through Christ our Lord.
Amen


There is none like you

There is none like You,
No one else can touch my heart like You do.
I could search for all eternity long and find
There is none like You

Your mercy flows like a river wide,
And healing comes from Your hands.
Suffering children are safe in Your arms,
There is none like You








• 7:28 PM, Monday, August 25, 2008
OH EM GEE!

what if he thinks i'm stalking him ?!
gosh no.
i'm not.
but it's such a coincidence that we met.
first at compass.
then the same bus.
next the same church. ?!
when i was at the platform area thingy, you were there!
when i went to macs just now, you were there too.
see! i didn't stalk you.

when i went to take something at the counter, all your friends turned.
and i saw your eye.
and i saw their eye.
they kept looking. or or starring.
gosh
• 2:29 PM, Sunday, August 24, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARRYL & BERNARD!

i just got home from camp in PU.
wow.
those last 3 days practically flew by.
campfire was fun.
so was the treasure hunt.
but the jetty jump got cancelled thanks to the rain.
but the wet weather activities sucked.
not all sucked but most of it did.
and this particular person from a particular school was so annoying.
she said that SJC girls were weird.
she said i acted ''big'' when i was only trying to help complete the game.
and she's got soo much to complain about but doesn't do anything at all.
she doesn't start cheers.
she doesn't contribute to group discussions.
she just sits there and laugh and talk to her --ss friend.
when SJC lead the cheer, she doesn't follow and gives that why-are-you-guys-so-extra face.
if i can slap her, i swear i will.
but because i'm gracious (: i chose to forgive.
Plus, SJC got nothing to lose out to --ss.
so yeah. We soar ABOVE the REST.

celestine's design for our squad and unit tee is really one-of-a-kind.
really good job yeah.

the camp overall was fun.
although some games were like ( dot dot dot)
and DT wasn't that bad.
although he is still kinda of an asshole like last year, but i guess he has changed for the better? hopefully.

we got to bath.
AMAZING.
it's considered lucky if you actually can get to even rinse yourself let alone soap your hair.
but we got to.
i happily soaped my hair. :D

group performance-

(stomp stomp clap)
(stomp stomp clap)
(stomp stomp clap)
(stomp stomp clap)
G to the R to the ACIOUS be GRACIOUS!
(stomp stomp clap)
(stomp stomp clap)
(stomp stomp clap)
we will we will squash you like a hamji peng.
never ever rise again
roti prata roti prata Burn ah Burn ah Burn till chaotah!

this little guy called halimi or something like that was so cute and funny.
the SJCians in group 3&4 could not stop laughing.
however, he left on the day of campfire.
just hours before.
sad case yeah?
he was uber cute. ( right FATIMA?)
haha

and then there was this guy, who looked sec 4 but wasn't one.
he looked like - and omg. so cute.
yes it's retarded i know but really.
he looked really like -
the hair
the face
the way he walk
the way he acts
omg like a replica of -
but he's only sec 2. haha
but really cute and tall.


so now we know why the previous sec 3 were so enthu even after camp.
first it was very slack.
plus, it was their last camp.
so they wanted to treasure the moments they had left.

it was really a waste for those who ''could'' not come.
even though it is the 7th month, no one saw ghosts or died.
cool huh.


IJ IJ (clap clap)

npcc is fun after all.


• 12:56 PM, Sunday, August 17, 2008
help me wish my grandson and grand-daughter a happy birthday ... just in case.
those are the words my grandfather said yesterday to my dad.

he knows when is his time.
i'm sure he can feel it too.
i can't ask the Lord for anything at this moment.
i'm not worthy.
i don't deserve it.
i won't even ask to prolong his life; i've got no right to.
all i can pray for is that my grandfather leaves this earth a happy man.
Lord, in your name i pray to thee.

Lord God, please let him s





• 7:33 PM, Saturday, August 16, 2008

To Kill a Mocking bird

the play was alright.
pretty boring.
but funny.

WHY HAVEN'T IT COME?
damn.

camp is like, in 6 more days.
so many people are not going because it's the 7th month
i even agreed to ''borrow'' my Church's' crucifix with Christ on it. hahaha
but it's gonna be interesting; i know.
i hope there will be more gentlemen at camp.
so we girls don't have to carry everything else.

Post-camp to-do list:

-drink lots of water
-eat cartons of watermelon if i still do not have _
-NO sweets
-bathe as many times as possible :D


there's this little cute underwear purse.
haha; i'm gonna get it.
it's so adorable(:
or, i shall hint my mum since my birthday is around the corner :D

MAYBE I'M NOT READY.


do not be afraid i am with you.
i have called you each by name


oh, there's this cute guy i saw the other day at compass.
and we took the same bus.
so on the bus, i was msging bestfriend, telling her how cute he is and yeah.
when i went to church, guess who i saw?
him!
haha; fate.
but he's only like cute and all.
that's about it.

Would you like some green eggs and ham?
yes, sure, thanks.

i hate going to church.
everytime i go, there's ALWAYS problems.
without fail.
all sorts of stupid ridiculous problems.
haunting of some really embarrassing moments,
of some heart breaking moments too.
it's not His fault.
duh, it'll never be.
i'm ALWAYS destracted in church.
unknowingly, i'll think of all those times
and when i'm not in church, i don't feel the way i do when i'm there.
and, not in a good way too.

sigh.
sigh.
sigh.

what am i to do to be happy?
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